I dont know why exactly that is my topic because im doing absolutely nothing involving fingerpaint, but oh well, its the first thing that popped into my head. So, im in slighty better spirits today. [[ Thank you Josh, you ripp! I love you to pieces. ]] I still think boys suck, b.c they'll act one way one day and another way the next [when they realize they're not gonna get into your pants]. So, cara gets her hopes up and then gets let down. Adam has definitely been my complete lifeline lately. I honestly don't know what I would do without him. I'm really starting to be dependent on him. I get really sad when he's not around, and everytime i sign on im crossing my fingers that he'll be there. Its hard to actually talk to him b.c he lives in AZ and all and I cant afford a phone bill that high. So, I make due. I used to have romantic feelings for him, and believe me, a really big part of me still does, but I feel so much better just having him in my life; as a friend or whatever. So, if by some chance hes reading this: THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING THERE FOR ME .....theres no way you can understand how much you mean to me.